The Amazing Spiderman

It has been a long day. I am becoming a master of the web. Ok, so not really, but my little website skills make me feel more than I am. I have been focusing a lot on money these days. I hate it. Not that I hate money (although sometimes I wish it was just gone), I just hate that it takes so so much to survive. I’m currently looking to add a second job or just pound it out no the support raising dealio. I have realized today that I need to take some time and really get out with God. I need a time to just recharge. I have slipped into this kind of bland, complacency in the rest-of-my life rut. I’m assuming that this is all in the package deal of post-graduation. Ok, so tomorrow is going to be hard as well (gee, I sound like a whiner) simply because I have to make some confrontations. If you read this, please pray for me tomorrow as I exploit some of my fine confrontational skills! 

You want some fries with that shake?

Just sitting around trying to mess with some web stuff. I used to feel like I was somewhat computer savvy, but now everything is like far more advanced. I guess I have the time now to learn all this new stuff. Today was a pretty good day. The band on Sunday was awesome and I had this confirmed to me today by some great compliments. I was able to get some things done, but I still feel like I have a ton of things to do. I had a good conversation with my future mother-in-law today. I am thoroughly enjoy beginning to build relationship that way. Anyway, random thoughts I know… I hope to have some deep thoughts soon! 

Forget Me Not

It is Memorial Day. Has been a great day to kick back with the fam and just chill. Was able to get a couple of things done in regards to building a shelf and cleaning out some clothes. Not that much exciting has happened today. I find, however, that I am an avid book… purchaser. Like DVD’s, I really like to buy books. I love the way books look on the shelf. In fact, currently my book buying love outweighs my love for reading. This does not mean I don’t like to read, I do, it just means that I have more books than I can handle as is and I found myself buying books today. It’s sad, I need help. I think I’m going to go read. 

 

Prayer Requests: Shana a job, financial situation, peace, wisdom in the coming marriage

Stooping to subterfuge…

So it has been a really long time since I posted a blog. It would be almost indecent of me to try and cram everything that I want into this blog, so I’ll keep it short…ish. Have you ever forgotten who you were? Like perhaps you awoke one day and just really couldn’t remember much about yourself or possibly your surroundings. Or maybe you were just happily going along in life and memory loss just suddenly overtook you. For me lately, I seem to have the tendency to forget who I am. I have been fighting so hard to balance everything that I do (well, technically have done since I’m finished with the whole school juggling thing), that I seemed to have forgotten self preservation. So one of my goals for this summer is to have the chance to rediscover myself. This will be somewhat of rediscovery as well as discovery itself. I am officially a graduate from college and hopefully well on my way to that road of adulthood (Right!). Also, I pray this is the beginning of the opportunity to begin blogging more, so stay tuned!