I feel so distracted. Do you ever feel that way? It’s like the life I really want to live is passing by and yet I’m still living it. I enjoyed watching the rain tonight. I love to ride in the rain at night. The reason is, you don’t have to turn on your wipers because of the dark. It’s so nice to see the rain to just fall in random place and just glide down the front of the windshield. Somedays, I honestly wish my life was like photoshop. This way, I could change my opacity to 0 and no one would see me. Or maybe in my transparency I could see through myself and to what really matters. There are so many things going on that need my full attention and yet I’m still distracted. But the thing is, I’m distracted by all the things that need my attention. My body and mind just crave to shut down and disconnect, but I can’t. Maybe it partially has to do with a lack of sleep. But how do we focus. Maybe I’m just out of focus. Need to adjust.
