I’ve been avoiding blogging. I really have. I think it is because of where my head has been at lately. Yes, it is still attached to that thing I call a neck, but I guess I mean more mentally. I’ve been wrestling with the big bear of doubt. You ever doubt something? Maybe you doubt that you made a right decision or maybe you doubt whether air will really hold the airplane up that you are flying on. I’m not quite sure where to take this and I think that is the fear part. Paralyzed by fear and doubt, I become quite an ineffective person. Everything think in life seems coated with some dull gray haze and nothing taste utterly real anymore. What a gloomy thought process. But, its real. I’m having it. I don’t like people to know this, but I’m afraid that it has been written all over me. And the truth of the matter is, I know God is real. I know He is real in my life. But I still face doubt. I guess I’m human. Hopefully I didn’t waste too much of your time, but I felt it necessary to get some of this out. THE end.
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